YSaturday, June 24, 2006
have u found ur real self??have u really wondered who u really are??r wat u are doin here??wat u really specialise in??or wat u are even good in??for me..the answer is no...i just cant find the real me..where i belong or watever i am..or even who am i....have u gotthe feeling tt even if u are not on earth..nobody will evn care for u..is like..nobody gives a shit bout u??isnt it hurting when u feel tt way??how do u find the real u??have u found ur answer???the answer is lying straight before ur very own eyes.....
ok back to the real post...lolx..i wrote the top stuffs for fun..just to express my feeling coz it is like sometimes u really do not know who u really are and feeling very shitty..yeah soi wrote those...so erm..i shall start blogging from thurs onwrds eh??yeah soon thurs rite..i had this stupid coy meetin which only lasted ten miserable mins.so dumb lor..if know then dont come to sch lio..the time i take to go to sch is like longer then the whole damn meeting itself la...so me n grace dont want to go back..so we stay in sch till i think 12.30 ba...to wait for charis..we finished our meeting at 10.15...then we talked la..stuffs like when corny become sc liao..who will be the next monitor..we came up wit funny ppl like xin wei...*pukes..lolx...and clement who will kill everybody with his BO if we misbehave and many more ppl la...but we stillprefer our cornelius....haha..then we talked bout other then we watched the eng drama ppl play some stupid game...like hit a little bit then must act act fall ont the groun..so er xing...then after the ed ppl go into eagles nest...we continue toking bout erm...forgot liao..pai seh..but very fun la..like cannot tok finish like tt..then at 12 this weird guy from sec4 ed called ben i think..he just came out from eagles nest and started playing the piano...weird rite??wah lao eh..me and grace was like...hmm..this guy is weird..really weird...he is also damn gay one..but i think he act one one la..during the defence thing rite..he was like hugging and smelling this guy in front of the whole hall la..wah biang oi..it isdamn er xing k...haha..ok the after charis came out we go home liao..and tt guy was still playing the piano...
then on fri we had camp..last camp for the sec4s le..a little bit sad la...and anyway congrats chermaine for being the ACL!!well done gal!!!haha we had PT tt day damn tring and much more so go home went out for dinner then come home sleep lio...
then today actually got nothin much la...just study lor..and nothin liao..haha..wah quite long post ah..sian la...one more day till sch re-open..goin to die soon...still finding my 10,000year old buried holiday homework...so..ttfn...
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