have u found ur real self??have u really wondered who u really are??r wat u are doin here??wat u really specialise in??or wat u are even good in??for me..the answer is no...i just cant find the real me..where i belong or watever i am..or even who am i....have u gotthe feeling tt even if u are not on earth..nobody will evn care for u..is like..nobody gives a shit bout u??isnt it hurting when u feel tt way??how do u find the real u??have u found ur answer???the answer is lying straight before ur very own eyes.....ok back to the real post...lolx..i wrote the top stuffs for fun..just to express my feeling coz it is like sometimes u really do not know who u really are and feeling very shitty..yeah soi wrote those...so erm..i shall start blogging from thurs onwrds eh??yeah soon thurs rite..i had this stupid coy meetin which only lasted ten miserable mins.so dumb lor..if know then dont come to sch lio..the time i take to go to sch is like longer then the whole damn meeting itself la...so me n grace dont want to go back..so we stay in sch till i think 12.30 ba...to wait for charis..we finished our meeting at 10.15...then we talked la..stuffs like when corny become sc liao..who will be the next monitor..we came up wit funny ppl like xin wei...*pukes..lolx...and clement who will kill everybody with his BO if we misbehave and many more ppl la...but we stillprefer our cornelius....haha..then we talked bout other then we watched the eng drama ppl play some stupid game...like hit a little bit then must act act fall ont the groun..so er xing...then after the ed ppl go into eagles nest...we continue toking bout erm...forgot liao..pai seh..but very fun la..like cannot tok finish like tt..then at 12 this weird guy from sec4 ed called ben i think..he just came out from eagles nest and started playing the piano...weird rite??wah lao eh..me and grace was like...hmm..this guy is weird..really weird...he is also damn gay one..but i think he act one one la..during the defence thing rite..he was like hugging and smelling this guy in front of the whole hall la..wah biang oi..it isdamn er xing k...haha..ok the after charis came out we go home liao..and tt guy was still playing the piano...then on fri we had camp..last camp for the sec4s le..a little bit sad la...and anyway congrats chermaine for being the ACL!!well done gal!!!haha we had PT tt day damn tring and much more so go home went out for dinner then come home sleep lio...then today actually got nothin much la...just study lor..and nothin liao..haha..wah quite long post ah..sian la...one more day till sch re-open..goin to die soon...still finding my 10,000year old buried holiday homework...so..ttfn...
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hey..wassup??yeah..four more days to sch..and homework barely touched..haha..my motto:dont know,dont care...hahaok yeah lots to catch up on the newspaper..so when i came back..i read one whole big pile of newspaper..and yeah..atualy it is considered little la..so erm..yep..and there was this issue on this sick ass guy (in life!),he was like"i cannot stnd women who act like they know foot ball when in actual fact they do not..."it is like wat the hell la..u sick freak..u think u guys only can play football and we cant??now wat 时代 already uncle??u guys can also do wat we gals do wat like shopping..paint ur nails and do wat gals do..why cant we gals do wat u do??u guys dont do wat we gals do coz u are afraid for ur face...pls la..dont make me puke k...why cant we play football??for all u know..we play football better then u guys do..so get a life..and actually i wanted to write a letter to this sick ass..and i actually planned a draft in my head to write it into the newpaper..but dont know how la...but i decided to share with u my draft..i so good rite??lolx..but dont copy hor...so here we go....
dear *pukes* mr "know-all-'bout-football",i resent the letter that u wrote into the newpaper bout that u cannot stand girls trying to act like they know football,but inactual fact,they do not??like seriously,u think u know meh??if can then pls tell me how many worldcup portugal,france and england has won?pls tell me u know..if not..then shut tt smeely,stinky trap of urs.why cant we play football??is there a rule tt says "no gals are allowed to play football.........unless they go for sex change.."??and i agree with u tt some gals just look at the players for their hot bods and stuff..but THAT IS MINORITY ONLY U FREAK!!(and kaka is not handsome nor cute...)so if u wld kindly write another letter to give an OFFICIAL APOLOGY to us women,i wld really appreciate tt(throw in two slaps and a kick on ur ass wld be just great)...ttfn... from, miss pissed-off:)yeah,so tt was my draft..i was like lloking at it..proud with myself..imagine if h really did write an apology..WAHAHA tt wld be so great..haha..then got this picture ting rite??i decided to submit cornelius koshy photo so tt on the newspaper,no body willknow me..haha so bad rite..yep..so tts all....ttfn....
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hello..gone back to my daily blogging liao..maybe only la... after sch opens i must start mugging liao ..so i may not be into blogging alot la..so erm..yeah..today is quite boring lor...my relatives came yeah..and i got this relatiive..damn fake i tell u she is oe of the fakest person i have ever met in y life..wah lao..she like got a thousand masks hidden under her face la...so damn fake..see already cannot eat dinner sia...super angry...yeah..so today quite dumb acually..nothin to blog bout...nothin funny happen..nothin funny to tell u too...so next time if got i will tell u k??bye...
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hilo...back in singapore now...haha..so cool..ok there is nothin to be so cool..yep erm so..basically really nothin to blog la..except for the world cup...hmm..me here rooting for er..lots la...argentina,england,france,spain,italy..yep tts all...and definitely not brazil..father lord pls dont let brazil win..pls..pretty pls...neh neh..they like win so many times liao lor...so not fair..must let other ppl win..see i so good eh..haha..but i just realised somethin..my frends watch football to look at ppls body..o man...and mayvis..pls...kaka..is NOT cute...neither does he have a hot bod...and anyway..they all wear jerseys when they play..so how in the world for crying out loud can u look at their body???confused here now...lolx..wah seh one more week to sch..must do homework liao..haha...so sad..and i just realised something...i missed lots of guides activities liao...goin to hang myself with magee mee...bye...
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hello...yeah..flipped through some magazines just now..sigh..tom and katie are really killing me and brad and jolie too..see them want to get heart attack...wah lao eh..tom is like still acting like small kid la..he think he damn handsome like tt...hope their child look like shrk..bleh..cannot stand them..then got brad and jolie to..biang eh..going to kill myself soonbrad now look like a freaking drug addict la...he looks like an african too..hmm..wonder if he is going to migrate there..will think bout it more..ok bye..got nothin to blog anyway...
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hi,got nothing to blog leh..but got one thing to tell u guys..I AM HALF WAY GOING TO FINISH THE DAVINCI CODE!!haha..in the first time in my life..i read 300 pages..haha...so proud of myself...but the book sometimes i skip de la..coz quite boring..but its an interesting book la...so lets tok bout today..wake up..brush teeth..bathe..(need me to go through the process??)so then after tt eat breakfast..lunch dinner..then watch tv..just talked on msn with jess...haha..cool gal..i love her..haha..i not les hor..yeah but we toked and ireally miss the old days...i miss those times when we siang wai the most haha...so funny..then i asked her if we cld go back to becoming P6 again..wld i want to go not..i felt...it wld be great to..but i really love where i am now..i mean not the sch but i relly love my frends..like grace..especially grace she is a great person..cool gal..yeah but..i miss my old frends too..but..i dont know how to put it la..i tot tt if we go back to P6 again rite...wld we be as close as ever??coz its like now lots of complication la..not complications la..but er...dont know how to say lor..yeah..so will think bout it la..for now...tts all k??bye..need to sleep liao..so tired..*yawn*:)
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hi...today was bad...bleh...i was so bad to my mother..my stupid sis la..she damn ass one la..but in the end i said sorry then ok liao lor...bleh...few days ago i this damn weird dream man i dreamt that my class had special powers haha...so cool ..but our powers was weird...er..tts y i said this dream was weird la..my friend cornelius is an indian la..i think half indian..maybe coz his skin is chocolate colour de...but pure indian is totally black de...u put them on black wall is totally cannot see de..haha..u can only see their eye ball and teeth..and their teeth is exceptionally white..i brush so many times also cannot be as white as them de...but this cornelius rite..just treat him as pure indian la...in my dream rite..he is the lao da k..coz he got alot of power la..his defence power is that he will stick onto the black wall and camouflage himself sia..so cool man..then his attack is that he can come out poison chocolate milk from his er..nipple la..pai seh hor but this is my dream..then the milk will drown the bad ppl then they will die...so cool sia...then got the er lao da...is yin soon..hhaa..he got alot of polka dots on his face one..in real life and in my dream to..sorry la sorry la yin soon even in my dreams ur polka dots oso will not leave u..but dont worry la..this polka dots is good de..this polka dots rite...when got bad ppl hor..u squeeze one of them and just ONE hor mind u then they will come out yellow pus tt will drown the bad guys with smelliness and just drown them lor..tts y when yin soon lao da fighting hor..our class must stand ten metres away from him..if not we oso die...lol..then last of all got san lao da..is clement...haha..he got BO de so his power damn strong..he just raise up his hand rite..they die liao..then another funny thing..when he raise up his hand hor..u can see the green smoke from there de leh..haha...tts all..i just talked bout my lao das only...dont want to go further..i also got special power la...but dont want to tell..haha...ok gtg liao..dont miss me k...haha
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